Hey guys, what's up?
Well as the title of the journal says, my love for this site just keeps fading and fading, nearly to the point where I would want to leave this place for good. I have reasons:
- Most of my closest friends have left this place which leaves me bored
- I hate having to feel that this site has to be like a popularity contest and leaving here would probably make me a better, more confident artist so I won't have to worry about who likes it and who doesn't.
- Most of the friends I do have here...I feel I'm starting to lost touch with and/or grow apart. It's like everyone else is more enjoyable to talk to than me. I know it's not your guys' fault and I know you guys have your own busy lives and all that but hearing that all the time from so many people makes me feel like I'm less of a friend, that I'm creepy, and that I feel people keeping me as a friend is...pointless. (Which I pray isn't true) It's just that keeping such great friends can be so difficult when you grow up.
- With my life getting a little harder everyday and trying to get into doing art trades/requests/commissions with people is going to be tough. (Also sometimes when I do art trades for people, I always deliver but sometimes other people have yet to deliver which I don't ever hold a grudge over but still)
There's probably more reasons too but none I can't remember at the moment. But as much as I want to leave this place, I'd be leaving a bunch of awesome friends new and old behind. So this leaves me in a between a rock and a hard place situation. I'd probably have to think this over for a while.
Maybe a small hiatus from posting art here would probably be best and give me the confidence boost I need until further notice. Not sure I can actually take a hiatus from the entire site. I'll let you guys know what will happen, I just hope you guys underrstand.
I'll talk to you guys later.
- Terrytoon Out